Rose

I had this day where the time I went to the toilet is more than I went during my school time. I went to toilet almost every end or start of 1 subject. The time where teachers leave the class, is the perfect time for loiterer like me to lepak in the toilet, either to release some ‘water’ or simply just looking at the mirror.

I had stomachache, very pain. It start when I was still not awake. I felt the pain on my bed, but then it stop and I continued my sleeping. The pain came again, and stopped, and repeated, continuously. I kept going in and out of the toilet the whole day. Zzzz =.= Second day of CNY is so suffering. Luckily I’m strong enough to withstand the pain. XD

Not a good start this year… my brother got fever during the first day and I got stomach pain on the second day. Hope things will get better throughout the year.

24hours ago, 23hours 50minutes to be exact, it was pending till now.

Happy Chinese New Cow Year !!!

First day, everything is still the same with previous…not a single thing different. I got 5 angpaos today. I have not open any of them yet. As long as I know they still remembered me, who cares how much inside? ho? (Acting dun-care-ness) =.=

Btw….

Happy ‘chinese’ new year
wish you all matters run smoothly, always in the pink of health,
dragon horse spirit, everything becomes easy for you…..

I had been a good kid for a long long time. Long as in I do not remember when is the last time I behaved as a bad one. I only remember during my lower form where I wanted to get out of my house at night because I was too angry.

My baby hamster, born in twins last few days but 1 was dead during the second day. I am going to name it ‘Caramel’ because the ‘mel’ sounds so cute. But this afternoon, I went crazy, physically and mentally. I was playing my computer before I gone mad, my mother told me, the baby hamster which is 2 weeks old was dead. Reason, pressed by carrot. My mother feed the mother with carrot but she doesn’t realize the carrot was on top of the baby. Suddenly she looked into the small cage and found out it was dead.

I felt my heart burning after knowing this news and my eye’s fire burst (direct translation from chinese/cantonese). I grabbed the whole cage and threw it randomly. It ended up on the basket of washed clean shirts beside the wardrobe. The dry wood came out onto the basket. I don’t care and gently held my baby. T.T Taking photos of it from every corner….Kept thinking my 2 weeks effort seeing it to grow up from reddish peanut size thingy to this silver-blackish thumb size cutie….was wasted.

It does not move…anymore…forever

Whatever things end, something will start, ain’t?
End of 2008, come this 2009
End of schooling, starting with holidays
End of stranger, become friendship
End of friendship, become sweetheart
End of 1 cute baby hamster, born 4 baby hamsters Xp

Sad, what to do? I can’t ressurrect it. I had to bury it. ~~

Stay in where you belong, in my memory……

I don’t know what name should be given to this post. But ‘cincai’ la, Time sounds simple and nice. /heh Aiyo, wasted so many ‘time’….times. Haiz, gonna write another ‘poem’ about time which crossed my mind for quite some time. XD Don’t laugh at me

Time, Later
One minute, determine who is elder/younger for a twins.
One hour, will let you not late to work.
One day, can let you rest peacefully after six days of work.
One week, you can go for a short holiday.
One month, You will have extra few thousands from your salary.
One year, determine who is senior, who is junior.
One decade, you will most likely not what you are today.
…One second, enough to…..

Hope you enjoy, or at least feel not wasting time. XD

I just had a long shower. Ways longer than what I had all these while. I was not doing anything dirty inside, but I rubbed myself thoroughly….with deltol soup. I was rubbing gently, on every part of myself repeatedly until clean. As I used to shower in less than 5 minutes by ‘moving’ the soup on my fresh, this shower is a little extra ordinary. XD

Err…this is just a mini post

I guess… most of you, readers have not come across a real stupid thing. I’ not angry about it. But I dounf it rather stupid, very stupid. So I blog about this stupid thing.

Hahaha…What is the stupid thing? I don’t know. There are few possibilities. But I’m not one of them. Fortunately. The story goes by this, 15th January, the day we, the MUET for STPM 2007/2008 people can get to know our results. From the webbie, it was written there :

SEMAK KEPUTUSAN MUET AKHIR TAHUN 2008
15 Januari 2009
Semak melalui SMS mulai 12:01 tengah malam, 15 Januari 2009: taip MUET>
On-Line : www.mpm.edu.my
mulai jam 8:30 pagi, 15 Januari 2009

I don’t want to wait until 8.30a.m. so I sent my first sms at 12.03a.m. I gave them 2 more minutes to delay and prepare whatever things as this is Land of *CAN*. Five minutes later, I got a sms from Digi :

You do not have sufficient credit
to perform this transaction. Please
reload your prepaid credit.

I checked my credit balance. I still have RM4.21. I wonder one sms costs so much? I sent my second sms. It gave me the same reply within 10seconds. I was…wtf?! Okay, I used my brother’s phone, since he has RM8+. He is using Maxis. I sent my third sms ‘MUET 89****-**-****’ I got a slightly positive reply.

RM0.00 Type MUET
NEW IC No to
39003.EG: MUET
810424105522

I thought it was my mistake, for putting dashes in between numbers. I thought I will get my result within seconds. So I sent my forth sms ‘MUET 89**********’ without dashes in between this time. I had a re ply under 5 seconds. Wootss~~ fast. Good…but haiz, worst reply after all :

RM0.30 Keputusan
MUET melalui SMS
akan diaktifkan
mulai 15/01/09,
12.01a.m. Sila taip
MUET MYKAD No.
hantar ke 39003.

Eh? I looked at my clock, 12.40 there. I looked at my phone, and my brother’s, 12.40a.m. too. O.o?!! I started cursing hahaha. MSN people asking who is stupid.

Well, Council is stupid? Digi is stupid? or Maxis is stupid? Noone knows. Whoever stupid, we clever. I got band 4 for MUET. Congratulation to…..myself. It is enough. No one get band 6 ;( But everyone scored above the normal requirement for most courses, which is 4. Not a bad list after all.

I went Education Fair in KLCC this afternoon. I wrote before, I regreted for not working hard. My depression went further after 2 hours in this edu fair. I need money. =( 70k USD + RM30k or RM300k… Give me now. >_<

I know, since very long ago, that I have just 2 options. Either AS in INTI or UTAR. I had always been wanting to go to INTI, as it is an AUP. But to finish the whole course, I need RM300k almost if I do it in INTI or just RM30000+ if it is in UTAR. Ten times the difference. Just for the ‘nothing-different’ and my choice, I have to spend ten times on what I’m supposed to pay. I have some plans:-

1. I don’t buy a car. Can save up to RM15k for 2 years and another RM15k for the down payment. Total saved up to RM30k.
2. I will win its scholarship, by scoring CGPA 3.25 above in every of the exams. I will get 8000USD per year. Two years there and I will get 16k USD, roughly RM57k.
3. I work in their campus, 7USD per hour. 14hours per week, will work more if possible. 104weeks there and I will have extra 10k USD, or RM36k.

Three plans in my mind now worth about RM123k. Minus the RM30k for doing it locally which is still practical, I still need RM150k+. How to come out this amount? =( Zzzz, another thing makes me to be ‘emo’ again. Sad case.

Emo Part
Let what I had done equals to nothing. It is really nothing. =.= Despite the token of my regard, I realized that I don’t even deserve a thing that costs less than 10cents. @_@ I don’t deserve to get A in my chemistry….forget it -.-

3.50 a.m. midnight? or early morning? I’m a bit tired, but not sleepy at all. I was on my bed for a while, but I can’t sleep. I was rolling on my bed a few rounds, and something crossed over my mind – a poem. I wish it is a ‘poem’, because my English is bad, but I wanted to type it out now in case I forget when I wake up in the noon.

Not

Morning is for people to be awake, I’m not.
Jogging is an exercise to stay health, I did not.
Breakfasts are prepared to be taken, I did not.
Noon is for people to be busy, I’m not.
Homework is given to be done, I did not
Books are printed to be revised, I did not.
Money is earned to be saved, I did not.
Friends are to be kept in touch, I did not.
Visions are planed to be archived, I had not.
Mission is to be accomplished, I did not.
Practice is done to be perfect, I did not.
Night is for people to sleep, I did not.
Sweet dreams are to be wished, I did not.
ChanceS are for me to GRAB, i did NOT….too =

I’m going to sleep now~ 4.20 a.m.

Two days of schooling had passed, the third one is going to start in less than 5 hours. But I’m still awake, because…. I’m not involve in schooling anymore. XD School uniform, my white shirts, gray pants, gray tie, black belt, School’s badge and my name tag, I still can wear them, but they have no more meaning for me to wear it now. ;

I wish I need to go to school. At least I’m spending my time talking ‘crabs’, listening ‘crabs’ too. =_= I wish too, time to go back to one year exactly from today. As I want to start studying for STPM. I remember I was wasting time that moment. Most likely I can’t get 5As, although I know 5As is easy to get. LOL XD Whatever result I get, I hope nobody will scold me. ;o lol

I suddenly learned a lesson when I’m typing this post. DO NOT let yourself to be alone in your room during midnight. As the memories in your mind will pop out, making you become ‘emo’. ;p

The topic means time flies. ;p

4th January 2009, 1 month exactly after STPM’s last paper. So fast o.O? Another one and another two then I will face a month of pressure, getting the result. >.< I felt like I had wasted a month, doing nothing useful at house, only gaming. =.= Errr, nevermind. I will try to read some english stories, to improve my english, and do some maths, to maximize my performance, hopefully. >_< This is my first post in 2009. Guess I am not too late to wish ‘Happy new year ’ yet. New new new… I wish I have everything new. New computer, new laptop, new car, new house, new shirts, new phone, new skill, new shoes, new songs, new….Life ;p No not life, in case it change to a worst one. XD Anyway, ‘Happy new year=)’.

My blog quite boring huh? All also texts, no picture =.= But I am going to attach 1 now hahaha. Guess what is this :-

Seat belt on me. =,= lol weird. Have to wear seat beat at behind too. Please wear ya, if not police summons will cost RM300.