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I am creating 2 private categories, which means only registered users can view and read them. ^^

Well, you can easily register by clicking this or ‘Register’ on the right side bar later on anytime.

Of course, you need to wait for my approval before you are able to login. ;p

The 2 categories are Dreams and Secrets.

‘Dreams’ is my dreams lol and ‘Secrets’ is actually I don’t know what to name this category lol.

I am going to slowly update these 2 categories from my previous emo blog XD and also new dreams and new secrets too. Chill ya~ ;p

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Celebration of Chinese New Year had just ended yesterday.

I have some happy and also some unpleasant moments in this 15 days.

First is, many relatives came for open-house and also lots of angpows of course. I do not open them, my mother did. So I do not know how much angpow money I got, but most important is not the money, the heart to give angpow. XD

Second is, I went Port Dickson on day 3 for a 2 days 1 night trip with 4 of my very good-yumcha-dagei-f5 friends. ;D For the first time I rided banana boat and also sea motorbike. ;p Both are not cheap though, but okay to be rided once for a long time. btw…i lost at least 6 pieces of red color papers when gambling lol.

Day 6 I spent my morning and afternoon at a friend’s house. I am my friend’s sister and brother ’s tuition teacher. XD and then continue for his open-house. And evening I went for a dinner with another of my friends. ;p These are them.

wooohooo !!!

Then there was a night I spent with many friends at a double-semi-detached house, gambling till 2++a.m. ;p

Holiday was just a week, and 5 tests and 2 assignments were given after the CNY holiday. There are still 2 tests and 1 assignment when I am typing this. =,= I was busying study last week, although some but not a lot of the time I was procrastinating. XD

Well, are you looking for the unpleasant moments I had? no? ;p Sorry for being too perasan a.k.a. syok sendiri.

Actually just 1 thing I felt is unpleasant. But I am not about to tell, I will keep it for myself. Also I try not to convert this to so-called everlasting emo blog. ;P

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sad…..very sad….

the feel of dying but don’t want to die…

the feel when I no energy to move my whole body

but my heart is burning strongly inside

the feel when many things had become meaningless

the feel when things are becoming meaningless

the feel when I just want to be alone

the feel of sadness

real sadness

ending

酒不醉人 人自醉

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Some words

can make me more awake

than taking expresso, drinking nescafe

Just 3 words and 1 emoticon

but not for me

sad

イミササヨウequalx

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Night coming ;D

A night to eat family together dinner. ;p

祝你新年快乐，身体健康，学业进步，年年有‘鱼’ ;p
Wish you have a happy, healthy, ‘improving’, and prosperous Chinese New Year. ^^

These are the clothes I bought for this CNY;-

All together….

红色红色….(red colour x2) ;P

A pair of purple…although you can only see 1 here XD

2 short pants only..buying again after CNY ;D

Have a good time with your family~~ ^^

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Why me?

Why I am a handsome guy that not handsome? – special

Why I am not a handsome guy that so handsome? – special

You read the story below, then you will know why. Why I am both the 2 special person above. ;D

*****************Monday 8/2/2010*****************
It was a lecture class started from 8.00a.m. I absent because it is too early for me to wake up, althought I was trying my best to wake up. It was the 3rd lecture, but I only present 1 time, which is the first lecture. So basically, the lecturer never see my face before. There was a question threw to the students, more than 50 I guess. I don’t know what is the question too because I did not attend. My name was called. She probably got it from the attendent list which my name was signed. Signed means….I was there and I was present. lol but in fact I was on my bed dreaming/sleeping. Luckily my friend is smart enough. He pretended as me and answered the lecturer.
*****************The End*****************

*****************Wednesday 10/2/2010*****************
A tutorial class started at 3.30.p.m. Initially I wanted to go this class, but someone invite me to a movie and I decided to ponteng. In the end the movie time was too late and the plan canceled. The time was 4.15p.m. I was just inside my car parked nearby my house, thinking ‘want to go the the tutorial class or not’. My mind told me the earliest I will reach there is 4.40p.m. which left 20 minutes before class end. So I just stayed at home.

This tutor, although she was teaching me during my first trimester which is almost half year from now, I always sit behind the class and I never reveal my name to her face to face that time. So there is high possiblility that she did not know my name.

At 4.50p.m. my friend who was still inside the tutorial class, sms-ed me telling me that the tutor knew I am absent.But the tutor actually knew I was not there and my name was signed. Btw….thanks to my friends who were ‘lectured’ by the tutor for a while. ;p
*****************The End*****************

 If ”handsome’ is not the answer to this 2 stories, then you can always leave a comment
to this entry and of course, I will read it and analyse your ‘answer’ ;D

Based on the 2 stories above, I had proved that I am not not-handsome. Although I do not have enough proves to show that I am really handsome yet, but be patient. I will be able to find it one day in the future. Stay tune.

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Hahaha….nothing special. Just want to tell you all I drinked ‘bird nest’. ;p

Sorry lo…. I poor ma. So I drink so expensive de ‘drink’ then I post it lorr. XD I know you everyday can drink =,=

Just start cooking

Finish cooking

Waiting in front of me ^^

Last picture before going into my mouth. ;D

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I had not been touching my books for many days. I think it was from Wednesday until now. And I skipped Thursday 3 lectures and 1 tutorial class. This is definately….. NOT alright.

I know it is not alright. I should be faster and in front of what are being taught by lecturers. That is what a godlike-student should be. I am one. Wahahaha…..  I must be one, or I need to say ‘bye‘ to  UTAR scholarship, and say ‘hi’ to PTPTN loan.

But I am not going to study now. ;P Because I want to be a healthy godlike student that everyday sleep before or at 12.00a.m. and wake up before 8.00a.m. ;D I must do it !!!

事在人为 only ;p

btw, Happy Federal Teritory Day. hahaha

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I had not going to utar for 2 days, yesterday and today. Reason is I sent my car for her 10000km service. XD lame reason =,= Servising the car just need a few hour, but she overnight there because something in around her engine was making sound. So need to change. ;p

This was taken at the service centre. ;D

Anyway, I got this at the morning.

I’m not sure where I got it. Perhaps when I was sleeping.

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Just now evening so dulan…

Morning I woke up sightly later than 9a.m. to give tuition until 3p.m. Nevermind. Then I online for a while and went to wash my car. Nevermind

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Strictly for mature readers only
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After that I played my online game. pukimak streamyx…so 7 lag on international connection. My game responded once every 2-3 minutes. WTH ?! Play lan a? I asked my friend now at Singapore so smooth. Ping time average 200+-ms which means responding every 0.2+- second. olo Then I went and took my shower. The water current, smaller than the rate of my urine chong-ing out from my organ. =,= WTH ?!
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AAAhhhHHH~~~

Why services provided here so noob ??!!

Past few days I went LowYat nearby with my mum to buy laptop for a friend. That time I parked my car on the yellow line for conveniece. Around 15 to 30 minutes we came out already saw a traffic police JUST walked off from my car and JUST belanja my Si Putih ate 猪肉干pork meat dry… so fast.

Why the connection so lag for dono-how-many days already still so lag?

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